I wish I could find the words to say,
to make this right and the Pain go away.
hope is the only reason I lay awake.
and I keep wearing this smile though my intentions are fake.
and I'm ashamed!
that abandoned you
which sparked the flame
an Idea so abrupt and unjust!
god swept you away from us.
am I too blame!
such a power thought that lingers in mind,
confined to world that will never be define.
the fact that you're gone from my life.
Fright sets in,
and from within
I begin to begin
released July 19, 2014
All Music By Lake Effect
lyrics by Brandon Howcroft & Anthony Thompson
Produced, engineered and mixed by Greg Thomas at Silver Bullet Studios in Connecticut. Mastered by Bill Henderson at Azimuth Mastering in New Jersey